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Sunday, April 1, 2012

Shoxx Decade :D

Hellooooo!
Bringing you Shoxx 2012/05 and Decade pamphlet's refined scans:

ehh... i always find this costume weird...
now i know why.
the colours make me think of a type of fish: the swordtail fish!
(urhmm... i guess i've addicted to swordtail fish, i spend half an hour a day to stare at my new bought swordtail fishes... xD)

i like this. very shexy..
but why i feel that he doesn't look like Ruki....

this is my favourite! ^^ very artistic!

love this too...

..................... *excuse me*
i can't think of any words.

...............
i hate March.
first my student passed away..
then my colleague.
they died at young age.
both are younger than me who are 23 now.
having to look at their bodies reminded me about my mother who had passed away 17 years ago.
all of them died at young age- when i least expected.
how many times do i have to get this kind of shock,
how many times more do i have to walk into the memorial parlour,
how many times do i have to send people i care away?
in the funeral,
i stayed calm.
i stayed cool.
but at nights like this,
i just cant hold my tears and the pain buried inside.
mom, even after 17 years,
i still want to be your daughter.
i want to tell you that i've got a job.
i've got my 1st pay.
i want to buy something for you,
but definitely not the prayer sticks nor the white chrysanthemum bouquet..


okay done with this post. thanks for reading.
i am sorry for being super emotional lately.
......anyway i hope you love these scans.
p.s. i love the last scan most. :)

kiss my ass goodbye, gloomy March.

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thanks to wlifers, & rawkstarr23 from livejournal for sharing these scans; photo edited by charistz. *nearly forget to give credit... my bad*

2 comments:

Hikari.chan said...

be patient..i know it's so hard..
mom is the best figure for us,if she die,we lost our greatest figure..
but if she know u sad,she'll sad too..

Charistz said...

thanks for caring, Hikari-chan!

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