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Thursday, July 30, 2009

Camwh0res!



Like such Ruki like Such Jul
- welcome to the camwhore family. xD


we come from different countries.
we have different background.
we have different values and believes.
But..
vulgarity is the language we shared..
lolssssss


Uruha n tiny Ruki...
err in fact Ruki is taller than Jul by ONE cm! hahaha


Ruki-kun, its DRINK MILK TEA,
'drik milk tea' jaa arimasen.



Ruki and Aoi.


゜・。・゜・Good Night darling~・。゜・゜・
bleh =P


whats with that face... unhappy ar?
come fight la~ =3=
haha.. so cute!


one of my favouriteS.
pretty.

in concerts we see charming n impressive ruki
in talk shows / interviews we see tensed up ruki
in camwhored pics we see CUTE ruki. xD

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

My chOice

Distress and Coma

Until your distress sleeps
Fill me up with your grief

Hello dear my bride
你双眼看见的是什么
但散落在床下的蝴蝶也不会被它拾起

该忘掉的是你那太白(天真)的痛
那让你以为我相信你的伤 仍不会消失

舞吧, 舞吧, 舞至我能入眠为止 但泪流依然不止...
以那微弱颤抖着的手 我清理双唇 终止发音。

Hello dear my bride
你的脚步声正急促着
它在我耳边鸣个不停;逐渐接近。 那成了必然

你那无意中吐出的气息 沿着我肌肤回荡着
寡默摇摆着的剑,你的笑容...

该忘的是你那太白(天真)的痛
那让你以为我相信你的伤 仍不会消失

瘦弱的梦中,即使悲伤; 唤不醒的现实被映现出来...
如果你肯回答这是真实的你 那我付了伤也无所谓
别忘了 我是被通晓痛苦的你迷上的...

在此处 晚安

舞吧, 舞吧, 舞至我能入眠为止 但泪流依然不止...
每当一切所剩无几时 我会把心给关上。 只觉得它快枯萎
瘦弱的梦中,即使悲伤;再一次歌唱...

应该终止的梦中 我们的再见正绽放着...

lyrics composed by Ruki
1st & 2nd translation:
http://community.livejournal.com/gazette_lyrics/24410.html#cutid1
Final edition by: mE! ^^

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Reila

This was the 1st Gaze song which made me cried.
It wasnt because of Ruki, but the same personal experience and same feelings that we owned..

It was said that this song is dedicated to Ruki's girlfriend whom commited suicide.
He went so emotional that he cried while singing that song..
and what pulled me down was the lyrics itself..

Reila, its a song Ruki dedicated to Reila whom he loved most.
Reila, its a song Julien dedicated to someone whom she treasured most.

and from the lyrics, this is what i agreed most..
"You've became nothing. are you feeling more pain than me,who is left behind?"



[ Since I've met you, how many of the same wounds have I sustained?
How many of them supported me?
I wanted you to tell only me,when you are hurt.
The truth is burning my eyes.
You're immobilized in silence. What are you thinking about?
I don't need any reasons. If you could only return her to me.

You've became nothing;
are you feeling more pain than me,who is left behind?
Although nothing has started yet.
Although I haven't said these words yet.
Where have you gone?

Reila, Reila
I'm trying to call out your name,but this voice does not reach you.
Reila, Reila
Open your eyes and laugh, show me, that it's all a lie.

We can go somewhere tomorrow, if you want to.
We will go there for sure, no matter, where will it be.

I think, that you were always like that.
You were going to somewhere.
You left me behing again and ran off by yourself.
I can't reach you anymore, I can't reach you anymore.
Although I have met with you at last,
everything, what I have kept in myself, started overflowing,
it became my tears and spilled out.

Reila, Reila
These words, that I haven't said to you.
Reila, Reila
I will sing them now and here for you.
Reila, Reila
I love you more than anyone else.
Reila, Reila
I love you. I love you.

Room, in which we were together, is still the way it was.
I haven't locked the door,so you can always come back.
I will wait for you forever. Even though I know.
Even now I see your silhouette as you open the door.
You will surely come back tomorrow, right? ]

Deep respect..
Those who are left behind feel the most pain..
Even after so long, not everyone could take it..

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

July 8th

July 8th (Sequel of Wakaremichi)

Two years have passed since you and I broke up

but somehow it still seems like it was just yesterday

We've both gone our separate ways, but

occasionally I still [find myself] passing you on the other side of the street

I can't really say

that I'd like to return to that time, because it was very difficult, but

the truth is, even now I can't help but feel sad

because I still love you...I was miserable, sad, and cried every night

You broke my heart, so I tried to forget you,

but [for some reason] I still think about you, don't I?

I'm just so lonely...

Where are you now, and what are you doing?

I wonder if you were ever able to fulfill those dreams that were so important to you...

Maybe I just worry too much about things like that, but

please, don't erase me from your life

Do you still remember? The tears and the smiles

that overflowed in those precious days

Then we wept together,

and said we'd meet again, that we'd never forget...

Even though I'm such a weak crybaby,

could we maybe walk together again?

I'll wait as many years [as it takes] for that day to come

Please let me hear your voice

I'm still right here

I'm not going anywhere

I'll always, always be right here

I want to hear your voice, so I'll try calling you on the phone

But as I expected, you won't take my call...

Are you avoiding me? I don't understand it

Then one day I ran into you

You looked so happy, smiling, holding hands with the person you're in love with now

You looked so grown-up, so very beautiful

and although it should have made me sad, I was kind of happy for you

Just seeing your face and that you're doing well is enough...

so I tried to act cool

I couldn't say anything, though, as I tried to hold back my tears

So I just gave you a little wave

to say "thanks" and "I'm doing fine"

So goodbye to you

Even now, I still wish you nothing but happiness

You, the person who I love so much, who soon I won't get to see anymore

Really, thank you from the bottom of my heart

So goodbye, please be well

Until the day we meet again...

-July 8th (clear day)

Today is a brand new July 8th, please dont cry, Ruki.
come out with a positive song instead.
tell us u have let go everything and is moving on. =)
as u wrote in Wakaremichi, Gambateh-ne!

i actually prefered the Chinese version of lyrics translation because it can beautifully n accurately illustrates the feelings of Ruki that carried in this song as well as the original Jap lyrics. But well, since its the sequal of wakaremichi which was translated into English, i posted the English version of this song, too. =)

Credits to: http://community.livejournal.com/gazette_lyrics/20478.html#cutid1

Sunday, July 5, 2009

七月八日 晴

再見 下次再會 保重 因為我一直一直也不會忘了你
再見 一定會再遇見吧? 是約定啊! 我們扣著小指
七月八日 三個月的記念日你還記得嗎?
第一次相遇的那天
垂下頭的你
看起來很害羞哭著…
- Wakaremichi 別れ道 (離別的道路)

Reila, Reila
我还没说给你的这些话,
Reila, Reila
现在就在这里唱给你听
Reila, Reila
我比谁都更爱你
Reila, Reila
我爱你,我爱你。
- Reila

再見了
直到現在我只希望你幸福
很快不會再見面卻一直深愛的人
真的衷心感謝你所以再見了
請保重直至我們再會的一天
七月八日 (星期四), 晴
- Shichigatsu youka 七月八日

Genuine is what Ruki put in every song he composes. and those are what i long for, i wish i could express how i feel like Ruki does. too bad i can't sing nor write well.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

THE INVISIBLE WALL

THE INVISIBLE WALL

loves Ruki's new style to the max! gorgeous baybiee~~~ mwaks~
nice song. ^^

the GazettE's New Release
on 15 July 2009-
DIM
ContentS
01. 「HAKURI」
02. THE INVISIBLE WALL
03. A MOTH UNDER THE SKIN
04. LEECH
05. NAKIGAHARA
06. 「E RI KA」
07. HEADACHE MAN
08. GUREN
09. 「SHIKYUU」
10. 13STAIRS[-]1
11. DISTRESS AND COMA
12. 「KANSYOKU」
13. SHIROKI YUUTSU
14. IN THE MIDDLE OF CHAOS
15. 「MOUROU」
16. OGRE
17. DIM SCEN

Resources : http://www.myspace.com/thegazetteofficial

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